I think I'm angling for a fight at the moment. Not a physical fight. Obviously. That would merely result in me bloody, bruised & embarrassed by my failure. But a passionate, screaming row. Or maybe I'm just crazy.
The last few weeks or so I've been snapping at everyone for no particular reason. It's like I have to argue against what they've said simply because I can. I'm not big-headed enough to think that I'm always right so it's not that. I can't help it either. My poor boyfriend has had to put up with more moody rants & criticisms from me than I'd wish on anyone. He must think I hate him. I'm hoping this is just a phase, maybe I'm hormonal or something. I'm tired of being a bitch & of constantly upsetting the people I love. If I keep pushing them away, soon enough they'll just up & leave. It's time for me to change.
I dunno exactly how I'm gonna do it & it's not gonna be easy but I know that I need to nip this in the bud now. Maybe if I try the old anger management technique of simply counting to three when something annoys you before reacting. Who knows. But watch this space. Soon you'll see a transformation from a dragon to a princess. Well, as close to a princess as I could ever be anyway.
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