My funny valentine

I really really wish I was the kinda person to have the strength to let certain things just pass me by. Water off the proverbial duck's back. To just carry on as if it means nothing to you and you have no real interest either way. But instead, I am an over-emotional panicker. And a bit of a worrier too.

My boyfriend's a lucky lucky man isn't he?

I am trying to teach myself better habits. The 'counting to ten' method favoured by anger management teams works quite well with certain things. Simply telling myself 'Wait. It'll be OK, give it time' can work wonders when I'm bouncing off the walls because I'm waiting for someone to get back to me. I'm also trying not to let my emotions bubble over the surface too much either. So that, if I'm gonna have an emotional reaction, not everyone has to be privy to it. Though of course this is very much easy said that done.

But hey, time's on my side right? We live and we learn. I just hope

I don't drive all those closest to me away first!